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Chapter 10 - The Song She Chose to Sing

By the following spring, the mansion had become quieter.

I no longer held the elaborate gatherings Arthur had insisted were necessary. The Pier Nine gambling operation had ceased its coercive collection business, its disputed accounts were under independent review, and the legitimate companies had new controls over payments and staff complaints.

There were investigations into the past I had helped create. I cooperated with them, knowing that admitting what I had failed to oversee was not the same as escaping responsibility for my own decisions.

There were no speeches about becoming a different man overnight.

I still had enemies.

I still had a history I couldn't rewrite.

But I had stopped treating fear as evidence that I was doing something right.

Arthur eventually entered a guilty plea to financial fraud and extortion-related charges arising from the scheme. The court ordered restitution, and assets tied to his concealed companies were recovered through legal proceedings. Calvin Ross also entered a plea concerning his role in the coercive collection operation. The investigation into Tommy's injury established the involvement of other collectors, whose cases proceeded separately; Tommy's medical records and testimony were preserved for those proceedings.

The court's outcome did not give Clary back the evenings she'd worked until her hands shook.

It did not give Tommy back the months he spent afraid to open his front door.

But the invented North Quay obligation was formally voided, Tommy's genuine loan was canceled, and neither could be pursued under the old balances. The repayment administrator returned Clary's wrongfully collected money and unpaid wages. Other affected workers received the sums supported by their records, with a separate process for contested claims.

I funded additional compensation where my companies were responsible. Mara made sure the payments weren't tied to silence or a promise never to criticize me.

Some employees accepted and left.

Some stayed.

I learned their names instead of assuming they were grateful to work in my house.

Clary never returned as my maid.

She told me that decision one afternoon over coffee at a small table outside the community center.

"I loved some things about the house," she said. "Mrs. Ward was kind. The kitchen staff made me laugh. But I don't want to spend the rest of my life wondering whether somebody there sees me as a person."

"You don't have to explain."

"I wanted to."

She had taken the evening music class she'd been offered. During the day, she worked part-time in the center's office and was making plans to qualify for a full-time teaching role. It wasn't glamorous. It was a life she was choosing herself.

Tommy had gone back to work at the garage on reduced hours while his arm continued to strengthen. He'd also begun meeting with a financial counselor. Clary told me they still argued about his choices.

"We're siblings," she said. "We don't become saints because something awful happened."

I laughed.

She smiled into her coffee.

"He's trying," she added. "That's enough for now."

I saw her occasionally, always when she wanted to see me too. Sometimes we spoke on the phone for fifteen minutes. Sometimes weeks passed with no conversation beyond a message asking how the other was doing.

I couldn't buy trust and I couldn't hurry it.

I was learning to live with that.

The night of the performance, I arrived without a convoy. I wore a dark jacket instead of a suit and took a seat near the back of a modest hall filled with parents, grandparents, children, and folding chairs.

The room smelled faintly of coffee and newly painted walls.

No chandeliers.

No crystal glasses.

No powerful families waiting to see who I would choose as a wife.

When Clary stepped onto the stage, she wore a simple deep-blue dress. Her brown hair fell loose over her shoulders, and she looked nervous until she found the children watching from the side.

Then she smiled at them.

She sang a short song they'd practiced together. Afterward, the children filed off and Clary remained alone at the microphone.

"This last song was my mother's," she told the audience. "I used to sing it when I was scared. Tonight I wanted to sing it because I'm happy to be here."

She took one breath.

And began.

I recognized the melody immediately.

It was the song I'd heard through the half-open bathroom door on my birthday. The one that had stopped me outside a room where I'd expected to find nothing more than a housekeeper finishing a late shift.

But her voice sounded different now.

It was still soft.

Still heartbreaking in places.

Only now it carried a steadiness I hadn't heard before. She wasn't watching for footsteps. She wasn't afraid her employer would catch her making noise. She was singing because she had chosen to stand in front of people who had come to listen.

When she finished, the applause filled the little hall.

I stood with everyone else.

Not because she belonged to me.

Because she didn't.

Afterward, I waited by the exit while she spoke to the children and their families. Tommy approached me with his arm still a little stiff, but his handshake was firm.

"She was good, wasn't she?" he asked.

"Very."

He studied me for a moment.

"I used to hate hearing your name."

"I know."

"I don't think we're friends yet."

"You don't have to be."

Tommy nodded.

"But I don't feel like I have to run when somebody says it now."

He went to help carry the music stands, leaving me with words I would remember longer than any compliment about my empire.

Clary came outside after the hall emptied. The evening air was cool. She folded her arms against it and smiled when she saw me.

"You came."

"You invited me."

"Most people can't believe you sat in a folding chair for an hour."

"It was uncomfortable," I admitted.

She laughed, a clear sound that made me think of the first time she'd lifted her eyes to mine.

We walked along the path beside the community garden. For a while, neither of us spoke.

Then I said, "That was the song from the east wing."

"Yes."

"I wondered if you'd ever sing it again."

"I wondered too."

She stopped near the gate.

"Declan, you know I still have questions about who you were. About what your people did before anyone challenged them."

"You should."

"And I can't promise I'll ever be comfortable with all of it."

"I won't ask you to be."

She studied me in the soft light from the hall.

"You used to answer everything with an order."

"It didn't work very well with you."

"No," she said, and smiled again. "It didn't."

I didn't tell her I loved her. I knew what my name and money could do to words like that. I wanted her to hear anything I said without wondering what it might cost to refuse.

Clary slipped the folded sheet music into her bag.

"Would you like to have coffee next week?" she asked.

"I'd like that."

"No drivers waiting outside. No special treatment. Just coffee."

"Just coffee."

She held out her hand.

I took it gently, and when she let go, I let go too.

A year earlier, I would have thought that was a small thing.

Now I understood it was everything.

I had once abandoned five hundred powerful guests because I heard a woman singing while she cleaned my bathroom.

Back then, I believed the extraordinary part was that her voice made me forget my own world.

I was wrong.

The extraordinary part was that she made me look at it clearly.

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And the woman who had begged me not to hurt her brother could finally sing without being afraid of me.

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