Chapter 6
I woke Dad and showed him the email.
He read it twice, then looked toward the ceiling.
“There was a box,” he said. “Camille’s sister packed some of her things after the funeral. I put it in the attic.”
“Is it still there?”
“I think so.”
We found the attic ladder in the hall closet. Dad climbed first. I followed with a flashlight, stepping carefully between old suitcases and boxes of holiday decorations.
The box was behind a broken lamp.
Mom’s name was written across the top in Dad’s handwriting.
I knelt beside it. For years, it had been only a few feet above my bedroom. Neither of us had thought to open it when Mia took the letter.
Inside were notebooks, receipts from the hospital, and a soft green scarf that still carried the faintest trace of Mom’s perfume.
At the bottom lay a stack of folded pages.
Dad picked them up. “These are drafts.”
There were first versions of birthday letters, crossed-out sentences, and notes Mom had made to herself about things she wanted to tell me.
Then I found a page headed: FOR AALIYAH’S GRADUATION.
I sat down on the attic floor.
The letter wasn’t identical to the one Mia had thrown away. Mom had crossed out a line near the end and written two possible endings in the margin.
But most of it was there.
She had written about how fiercely I loved things even as a little girl. She remembered me trying to carry an injured bird home in my jacket. She hoped I would still make room in my life for that kindness.
Then came the line that broke me.
If I cannot stand in the crowd when they call your name, please know I imagined that moment a thousand times, and I cheered every time.
Dad sat beside me while I cried.
When I could breathe again, he pointed to the bottom of the page. “She wrote something on the back.”
I turned it over.
There was a note to him.
David, if she needs these words someday and I’m not there, please don’t make her face it alone.
Dad covered his mouth.
I leaned against him. For a long time, neither of us moved.
In the morning, Aunt Renee helped us scan the draft and put it in a new folder with Mom’s other letters. I kept the original page close, though I was afraid to let it out of my sight.
We still didn’t know who had sent the email.
Dad replied to the address, thanking the sender and asking how they knew about the box.
An answer came that afternoon.
It was from Mrs. Ellis, the woman who had altered my graduation dress.
I read her explanation with Dad beside me. She had known Mom before I was born. They had volunteered at the same food pantry. When Mrs. Ellis saw my full name on Dad’s payment receipt, she recognized it.
She had heard from Mom’s sister years ago that a box of her writing had been left with us. She hadn’t wanted to intrude at the shop, but Aunt Renee had called to ask whether Mrs. Ellis could repair the torn dress. That was when she learned about the missing letter.
“Mom knew her?” I asked.
Dad nodded slowly. “I hadn’t seen her in years. I didn’t recognize her.”
We visited the shop that evening.
Mrs. Ellis came out from behind the counter and held my hands.
“Your mother could make a stranger feel welcome in five minutes,” she said. “I saw you at the mirror on graduation day, and for a second, I saw her.”
I asked whether she could repair my dress.
She spread it across her worktable and studied the cuts. “I can’t make it look exactly as it did. I can give it a new shape.”
“That’s okay,” I said.
She touched one torn seam. “I can use the good fabric. It’ll take time.”
“For my first day of college?” I asked.
She smiled. “I can manage that.”
On our way home, Dad received a call from the lawyer handling the separation. He pulled into a parking lot to take it.
I watched his expression change as he listened.
When he hung up, he told me Vanessa was asking for access to the house again.
“She says she needs to collect her remaining belongings.”
“That’s fair,” I said, though my stomach tightened.
“It is. We’ll arrange a time with someone else present.”
“And after that?”
“We’ll settle the housing and divorce matters. You won’t have to speak to them.”
I looked down at Mom’s draft in my lap. “I don’t want to hide in my room while she’s here.”
“You don’t have to.”
Vanessa came on Thursday with a moving van and her sister. Aunt Renee stayed with us. Dad had packed Vanessa’s things from the shared spaces but left her personal boxes untouched.
Mia came too. She stopped when she saw me in the hall.
“I heard you found another letter,” she said.
“A draft.”
“That’s good.”
I waited. She rubbed her hands together.
“I’m sorry I threw the other one away.”
It was the first apology she had offered without an excuse attached. I wanted it to make everything easier.
It didn’t.
“Why did you do it?” I asked.
Her eyes filled. “I wanted you to hurt the way I did.”
“Because I graduated?”
“Because he was proud of you.” She glanced toward the kitchen, where Dad stood with Aunt Renee. “I was failing, and every time I came home, your picture was on the fridge.”
“You could have told him.”
“I did. He tried to help me find summer classes. I was angry that he couldn’t fix it.”
She looked ashamed. I believed that part.
“I didn’t deserve what you did,” I said.
“I know.”
Vanessa called her from upstairs. Mia went without asking me to forgive her.
A few minutes later, Dad came into the hall holding an envelope. “This was in Vanessa’s desk.”
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Inside was a printout of the email address that had tried to change my university contact details.
At the bottom, written in Vanessa’s handwriting, was the password.
